i feel like the majority of noise bros are so “this is OUR space little girl dont be surprised what happens to u if u step in it” ie regardless of ur opinion of pharmakon’s music when she first started getting some real attention so many disgusting things were said abt her…like…don’t women get…
That being said, take care of your shell and healing will follow. Do not normalize sadness. That doesn’t mean you cannot express it or be inspired by it but you should recognize that its there and do your best to not let it seep into every facet of your life. You have felt joy in this life and you are bound to find it again.
Please never blame women or other people for not speaking up if something makes them uncomfortable. I can’t count the number of times I’ve stayed quiet because I was outnumbered, or because the person making a joke had power over me, or because I didn’t have the spoons to get into an argument about something.
I have started a gofundme account for donations in helping me release a small run of hardcover bound books of poetry. This is a huge project and I need help! If you can help, please do so! If you can’t, that’s fine too! Any help is so appreciated. Any donations over 50$ will receive a care package with stickers, zines, etc and a copy of the book when it is done.
If you don’t want to donate via gofundme for some reason, that’s fine, you can also buy my ebooks or simply donate to me directly via paypal, but this is easier.